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What's wrong with me?


It feels like I have lost the love for life. I mean, not really; it's not like I'm going to commit suicide or something. But, I feel like I don't have any thrill or excitement for life. Every morning I just get out of bed, 'coz I am supposed to. But, really I don't have anything to look forward to in the day. I don't want a life like this. I want to feel inspired by something, I want to do something, to accomplish something. I feel like I am just wasting my life, not doing anything. I know all this, and still I just don't get that feeling from inside to do something, to create something. What's wrong with me?
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  1. LaurenThursday, March 15, 2012 6:32:00 PM

    You are *so* not alone. As far as feeling like you're wasting your life...I get that! I absolutely feel like my calling in life is to be a wife and a mother. And I haven't felt called to go to college. I'm working now, but beyond that...it's like, okay, I'll just chill out till Mr. Right comes along, and my real job begins? Yeah. I don't know. But lately, I've been feeling the exact words you've written here. But there's nothing wrong with you, dear...I think this is a stage in life that maybe all of us go through at one point or another :) So remember, you're not alone in this :)
    ~Lauren

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    1. Here I scribbleFriday, March 16, 2012 6:56:00 AM

      Thanks Lauren .. Your words did make me feel better..

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  2. SaumyaSunday, March 18, 2012 8:53:00 PM

    I can relate to this all too well. This feeling comes often, passes, and revisits. I think what helps me is to put in things---big and small---that bring more meaning. That can be a yoga class just for me, cultivating a new friendship, trying to get more writing out there, or going into a bit of social isolation. It will pass, though.

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