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Sleep : Over the last months of hectic schedules I realized the value of sleep in my life. I just can’t function if I don’t get a good sleep. Food : Like everyone else, being hungry makes me cranky. So, to be a normal person I need to be regularly fed. (Even better if someone else does that for me.) Love : If there’s no one to share it with, all happiness seems worthless. It’s a blessing to have someone who loves you with your flaws. Freedom : I just cannot take orders. I have to make my own mistakes, go with my gut, in anything that I do. Decisions are hard for me, I might ask for help, but in the end I have to be the one making them to be at peace. Friends : They are the backbone of life, supporting you constantly even when you don’t realize their presence. Writing : A few days go without writing anything, and I start feeling restless. That’s how important it is for me to write something, anything. I might not even publish it, but I do need some time with my pen and paper....

Feeling : thankful, happy, hopeful and kinda scared Loving : a little free time  Reading : nothing, but gonna start a book soon Wanting : a good next week, with good grades Dreaming : of doing well on my internship and managing to get full-time offer, and sticking to the schedule to get the results I want. Having : nothing (so hungry but stuck at job) Waiting : for the summer break to go visit my friends, and for a good time hopefully How are you doing?

I can't believe snow is here already. And I had to go attend morning class in this weather. I want to say lovely weather, but I think that would have been more apt if I didn't have to go out.  All I wanna do today is just grab my laptop and sit in a coffee shop all day long, and not worry about a single thing. I wanna drive down to the Starbucks on East H. and sit by a window there, connect my laptop and just relax. Write, read, tweet, read, listen to some music, watch some Friends with a hot Latte and the aroma of fresh brewing coffee.  But, all I am gonna do is attend classes and go gym, and worry about finals next week and the hell lot of assignments this week, while fitting in the lunch and cooking and dinner somewhere between this chaos.  Sometimes I wonder if I even made the right choice. There's no peace in life!

1. Get some sleep. (A required thing this is.) 2. Do all the shopping I need. (I might not get time in near future again.) 3. Be able to do house chores. (Hate them with the limited time on hand!) 4. Manage to buy a desk & bed.  (Need them badly!) 5. Complete my homework assignments. (I really don't have a choice in this.) 6.Keep going on with exercise schedule. (Though there are lot of constraints.) 7. Maybe spend some time with him  (Here the ball lies in his court, so I can only hope)

New month, so time for a little update: Feeling : stressed, worried Loving : my iPod Reading : documents, information pages Wanting : to get rid of procrastinating me Dreaming : of having wings, and flying freely. Having : boiled eggs Waiting : to be done with the whole process, and hear something good! How about you??

The lovely  Brooke , has tagged me to this questionnaire! I promise to give it my best shot.  So, here I go... 1). What is your dream job? Talking of dream job, it would be a writer, or something creative. But, as it says, it's a dream job. And in reality I have landed in rat-race of IT sector! 2).  How do you take your tea or coffee? I like to make my own coffee. But, I am cutting down on coffee these days. So, I prefer tea to coffee. And I love the tea that my mom makes. 3). What is your most important beauty secret? I'm a super lazy person. I hardly ever do anything that can be considered in this segment. If I have to mention one thing, I think it would be Kohl I use on my eyes when I am going out. 4).  If you had an all-expense paid vacation to anywhere, where would you go? I would want to go Paris. Take a long relaxed vacation with my love. 5).  If a genie popped up right now, what would your three wishes be? I: To clear my exam with...

Feeling : Worried, anxious, .. mixed feelings Loving : Maths   Reading : The Choice by Nicholas Sparks   Wanting : to score well   Dreaming : of taking a long vacation, somewhere new place   Having : Breakfast, eggs with milk   Waiting : Jan 17th- date of my exam How about you?

Hello readers, How's life treating you all? Me? I have gone to studying now, for I have exams lining up ahead of me. Today was my second day at class. First class for Maths. And I was surprised how piles of dust have settled on my brain in just one year. I had almost forgotten how I loved doing Maths, and as I went through the class, I was like, 'Oh yea, I knew this, I know this!' It might sound funny, but I felt kind of disappointed with myself, for letting my brain go, sort of, dumb. Well, I am gonna study now, and free myself of all the dust of time. Right now, I am loving it. I hope it continues... Read an amazing quote today: "PROBLEMS will make you realize how many TRUE FRIENDS you've got out of your hundred SO-CALLED FRIENDS." Sorry for the lack of blogging. Going under pile of books for a while. But, that doesn't mean total absence and I will be back to normal pace very soon. I really wonder how people sit for long hours contin...

1. How far away is the last person you kissed? 2424 kilometers (1506 miles) 2. Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever? Yes. A lot many times. 3. Last person you were in a car with? My dad. 4. Any plans for tomorrow? Do well in test. 5. How long does it take for you to take a shower? 15 minutes I guess. 6. Best friend or close friends? Close Friends 7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yes. It will be. It has to be. 8. Did you kiss anyone friday? No 9. Ever thrown up in public? No 10. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? My only one. 11. Who was the last person you talked to? Ditto as previous. 12. What is the WORST subject they teach at school? Social Studies. 13. Have you seen anyone lately that you don’t get along with? Yeah. No. Not really. 14. What is your favourite colour top to wear? Red. 15. Have you ever been in a car accident? No. 16. What’s the closest thing to you that’s green? Vicks Vaporub. 17. Where would you l...

Dear Readers, I have a news to share with you all. I got a job (my first job) and very soon I'll start working. I got this good news just 3 days back i.e. on 4th February. I have the joining on 22nd February. Hardly any time left, I know. And thus, I am very busy doing the shopping. I've done only a little till now, so much to do yet in such a little time. I am so happy and excited about my job. The only worry is that I have to join at a new place, new people where I don't know anybody. I have never been to that place before, and its too far and different from here. Also, the climate and food are very different, and I have also heard that most of people fail to adapt to them. So, as of now, it seems like a new world to me. But I am hoping for the best, and I just hope that it turns out to be a good experience to me. I wish it's the change I had been waiting for so long to happen.  *Fingers crossed*    First three months are going to be extensive t...

I am looking forward to   having a good time this weekend, along with some good amount of studies,  as I have my exams soon. By the way, today also was a good day. I went for Ajab prem ki ghazab kahani ;  good movie with great company. And in the evening, w e played lost and found-  as car keys got lost. Though we wasted quite some time on it,  it was pretty funny! (my latest click) Happy weekend!

Updating again, as the month starts.  (Sorry, I am a bit late) Feeling: Happy       Loving: Being with myself.         Reading: The monk who sold his Ferrari.         Wanting: To study :(        Dreaming: Of getting back on my feet        Having: Coffee.        Waiting: For exams.    What about you guys?

I am feeling terrible right now.  I have an exam tomorrow.   I never felt like this before for any exam.  I am feeling so nervous, I am SCARED. Because of the accident, I have missed out all the classes,  and I don't know what I am going to do there tomorrow!  It's a really important exam, and I don't know why things had to be this way just before the exam.  I am too worried and sad right now.  It's a beautiful weather outside but even that doesn't seem to interest me.  God please help me out! I need to pass this exam :(