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As you all know, last week I moved   to a new city- which means a new but empty apartment. And there's only so much you can stuff into two suitcases. So it is going to take some time to make this into a home. It is going to be gradual, depending on each paycheck. But, right now I really miss: My camera: Thanks to baggage restrictions on flights, I had to leave my camera behind with my friend for time being. And being in a new city and also buying new things and decorating my place, I want to take pictures of everything. I guess the phone will have to do for now. Half of my wardrobe: Like I said, thanks baggage restrictions. Dresser: I like organizing things in drawers, especially the tiny stuff. I can't figure out where to put all of it till the time I find a good dresser. Bed: Sleeping on layers of comforters until my bed gets delivered sometime next week. Desk: I like to work on a writing desk, for blogging or anything else I have to do on my laptop. Also, I...

I know I have been too busy lately. So much that I didn't even get a chance to stop and think about anything, let alone being able to keep them long enough to get them on paper or on this blog. But, this morning, time tricked me a little. (That might not be the best way to put it, but I think it will make sense if you read on.) So, what really happened was that I missed my bus by one minute, and I regretted it so much. I have gotten into this weird habit of turning on my laptop every morning while I am getting ready, and almost every day that’s what makes me running after the bus to work. I think I kind of needed this warning to stop wasting time when I really don't have any. So, on my next bus, I got to thinking about some things that I have learned over past few days, and I just have to share: Never add irrelevant things on list, when you're already short of time. It’s always better to be a minute early, than regret being late (or run after buses first thing in th...

Christmas is here. But doesn't feel like it yet.  Christmas is the time for celebration. The time to be with the people you love, your family and friends.  But, it's break week at school. So, everyone has either gone back home, or to travel new places.  And I am home alone.  (couldn't afford any of those trips.)  I thought it would be okay, but just two days into the break and it sucks already!  I really need to find something to do. Any suggestions? All of you, who have your family or friends with you today, or anyone who appreciates you in their life with you, you are really lucky.  And I am happy for you and not at all jealous. :o)  Maybe like 90% happy and 10% jealous.  Have a merry time!  Happy Christmas.

I need a big hug... I need a warm smile... I need a shoulder to cry on... I need a chocolate cookie... :(

I didn't even realize it's May already. Time, surely, is flying too fast. Despite the heat, I love this month. A lot of birthdays coming up. And I am loving this month even more this year, for a special reason ;) May this May be good to me, and all of you. New month, so time for a little update: Feeling : happy Loving : the weather Reading : nothing, for a change Wanting : shopping, and to put off weight Dreaming : of having wings, and flying freely. Having : cup of milk Waiting : for my iPod ;) How about you??

‎" It's hard  to let go of people  who are important to you, But it's harder  to see them fine  as you let them go. "

“ Love ’s involved with  spending time together,  but spending time apart,  can lead to loving even more.” —  Tyler Hawkins, Remember Me ... P.S. I miss you

We all long to be loved, and to reciprocate that love in return.  We wish, we hope, we daydream,  and make an imaginary world in our heads.  And, someday when we find that one person,  it's like all dreams have come true.  B ut, we tend to forget one thing.  All of our wishes or hopes were in our head,  our imaginary beautiful world.  Reality differs.  No matter how hard you try,  how badly you wish,  it never seems to be enough.  I know I know, life's not all bad.  In fact, life is good.  Even wonderful when that special one comes along.  But, is it fair to put all your dreams and wishes on that person.  Everyone's different;  so is their sensibility and thinking.  Then why do we forget this, and go on expecting.  Even when we know expectation is the root of all heartache, why do we still hope?  Why do we keep building on them, to ...

  Feeling : Bored Loving : TV in my room Reading : The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks Wanting : to get out of this place soon, and get started with college Dreaming : of some good quality time. Having : nothing. Feeling hungry actually. Waiting : for June What are you doin'?

"Every time I hear your voice, I hear another reason to keep you forever."

The other day I was thinking about getting married. Well, not actually getting married now. But, someday I will marry a special someone. How should he be? Knowing me, I am super complicated. So, to make easy for him, I thought upon a few things that he 'should' know. If he doesn't, he should learn. Because, these are the minimum requirements. ;) Here's the list of requirements: 1. He should have patience to bear with my silence. Tough, I know. 2. He should be ready to fight with me to be with me. Till the end. 3. He should know how to give a good massage. Learn if you don't know. 4. He should get me a ring, (from Tiffany's ). Diamonds are forever. 5. He should never wake me up early in the morning. Rather, sleep in with me. 6. He should be ready with bags packed. I would want to travel the world with you. 7. He should love me for who I am. No conditions. I think this is a lot of help, giving pointers to be a good husba...

“ Love is  when the other person’s happiness is more important  than your own. ” — H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

This month just flew by.  Can't believe it's already over! I think, at this pace, the year is going to be really short. Time for a little update.  Missed out at the start of month, so I thought of doing it now. Feeling : Lonely Loving : Nothing right now Reading : Blogs Wanting : To get rid of few things Dreaming : Of a peaceful place where I can go and clear my mind Having : A cup of milk Waiting : For a good morning How about you??

“You felt no reality, no knife of sorrow cut your intestines to bits. Only a weariness,  a longing for a shoulder to sleep on,  and a pair of arms to curl up in.” — Sylvia Plath

..i miss you!

Today I am thankful for: 1. A good hair day,  very rare in my case. 2. A little good talk,  t hough it required me to fight first. 3. Realizing that writing isn't as tough as I am making it to be 4. A day off,  for a life without even weekends off now days. 5. Finding good links to watch GG. 6. Having street food,  after long time now.  I completely forgot how much I used to enjoy it. 7. A good book, Thanks for the memories. What are you thankful for?

" Another year has passed for you, sweetheart ; It's time to cut the cake and celebrate . And once again, my love , I start to think Of things about you I appreciate . It means so much to have you in my life; Your loving care fills up my days with pleasure. Your warm and giving nature helps create Close, special times together that I treasure. I live within a safe and steady world, Because you love me unconditionally . Your easygoing ways mean that I'm blessed With peace and joy and blissful harmony. To me your birthday is a precious day; I hope it brings you joy in every way." I love you. Wish you a very Happy birthday.

" Being in a couple is hard.   And committing , making sacrifices , it’s hard .  But if it’s the right person , then it’s easy .  Looking at that girl and knowing  she’s all you really want out of life,  that should be the easiest thing in the world.  And if it’s not like that,  then she’s not the one.  I’m sorry. "  -Marshall Eriksen, How I Met Your Mother