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I realized..

Wandering for so long. For what reason. Really don’t know. On a blind search for years. Running after. Running away. No clear idea. WHY! An inner fear holding me back always. Fear to loose the ones I have. The ones I love. The ones I care for. BUT all this way the only thing I realized is to stop running. Stop running after. Stop running from. Doing things for my dear ones always gave me immense pleasure but did hurt too. Because it always raised my expectations which nobody is bound to fulfill. All these years gave me a notion that nobody really values or appreciates the efforts, not even the dear ones. BUT they do! They don’t say it always, but they know who you are actually. And those who just judge you, make interpretation out of everything are not worth it. 

 Also, I realized- “Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.”

 The happiness found in forgiveness is far greater than punishment. Punishing loved ones is punishing us. Seeing happiness on their face gives the greatest joy to the soul.
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  1. VenusWednesday, May 27, 2009 11:14:00 PM

    perfectly put to words... luv ya sweetie!!

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  2. Here I scribbleWednesday, May 27, 2009 11:55:00 PM

    thanx dearie :)

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  3. AnonymousThursday, May 28, 2009 1:43:00 AM

    in d end u learned well...

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  4. UnknownThursday, May 28, 2009 5:24:00 AM

    a walk 2 remember.....

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  5. Here I scribbleThursday, May 28, 2009 9:14:00 AM

    a night to remember :)

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  6. AnonymousFriday, May 29, 2009 12:54:00 AM

    marvellous.... love ya tons for all dat u wrote here"

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  7. NavFriday, August 14, 2009 12:38:00 PM

    1. Punishing loved ones is punishing us and 2. Seeing happiness on their faces gives the greatest joy to the soul,

    these 2 lines arent independent, these r steps following each other, and so both are equally important

    fake/forced/sacrificial/adjusted smile on the faces has negative value.

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