Skip to main content

Move on !!


Last night after dinner, I made hot coffee for me and my roommate. And then we both sat down for movie "When a man loves a woman". Moments later I was the only one watching, these cellphones are such a distraction. She went to talk to her boyfriend, and I continued watching the movie. The movie was simply awesome. I always love Meg Ryan, but Andy Garcia was too good a lover. Loved him all through the movie! After this one finished, I wasn't still feeling sleepy. So I decided to see another one "Mean girls". 
      
Though it is not a serious movie, it made me serious. I don't know why every little thing takes me into the flashback. Its been months that I am trying to just forget that group, which was my group someday. But why it still hurts somehwere when I come across their names, or see their pictures on some social networking website. I had tried more than I should, to keep the whole thing intact, but maybe it wasn't meant to be. But then why am I not able to move ahead of that? Why I am still such a stuck up? I hate being like this, thinking of all of them for long, getting dreams about re-unions and what not! Today I came across "And my reflection troubles me" and it felt as if she had written for me. Few lines from it, I'll quote here "I lost my ex-best friend of four years, she was more of a sister than a friend. I trusted her, I would have done anything for her, anytime. She perfectly knew this and probably liked it, I was so good to her when she wasn't and when I decided that was it, I told her I couldn't take her attitude and that she changed. I spoke my mind a zillion times but nothing changed, so I dropped it and backed away. I wasn't going to let her break me harder, I was already broken. That was it. Anger couldn't take over because the hurt was dominating, I decided I should let go and that was it. I didn't plan on avenging four precious years of my life. I had no energy left to plot anything against anybody. I was broken.I really want to let it all go..
   

I avoid saying it but really miss those days, 
and I know they are never going to come back!
   
   
-I NEED TO MOVE ON-
   

Comments

  1. Hello! Time moves so quickly, and we can just about keep up! Dont worry, life will lead you to find new experinces and happy memories. (I have deleted my facebook page, too many memories i have been dying to forget!) By the way, if we were watching When a man loves a woman I wouldnt move a muscle, phone turned off and coffee galore! One of my favourite movies!

    ReplyDelete
  2. Sometimes I like to say that bad things only happen so that we appreciate the good things that come next.
    Things will get better. For both of us. :)

    ReplyDelete
  3. awww.. thanks for sharingggg.. it's a great post..

    xx

    ReplyDelete
  4. Daman hun, I am glad you liked my post and that you stopped by to comment!
    I know what you're going through, I've been there. It's going to be hard at first, but then one day you'll find your strength to let go of the whole thing and move on.
    "If all the world hated you, and believed you wicked, while your own conscience approved you, and absolved you from guilt, you would not be without friends" - Helen Burns, Jane Eyre.
    believe me, you'll always find friends; people come and go!
    just be ready for new best friends xx

    ReplyDelete
  5. Oh...people do come and go!
    And someday, when everyone has moved on, you will meet and it will be pretty (intense) but pretty all the same x

    ReplyDelete
  6. parting never means hatred. sometimes we just have to accept that people need to part ways for growth.

    i love your blogs. i had so much fun reading them. never a dull moment. i am just starting, check mine and feel free to leave some comments.

    inaramil.blogspot.com

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A day in San Francisco — Memorial Day

If you have followed my blog for sometime, you probably know about my big move across coast. It's been a few months being a Cali resident, but I haven't gotten out as much as I would have liked.  Maybe once we move to a place, it kinda loses the tourist charm that it has when we visit for a weekend. Don't you think? I decided to make this right and this Memorial Day weekend, I spent my first Touristy day in San Francisco. Like anything else, I made a long list of places to see, and spread it across three days based on distance proximity. Yes, it was a whole weekend plan but life get in way and hence it ended up being just a day trip. The day started with a little detour at Bay Trail, near Shoreline Park, followed by a quick brunch at Crepe Vine and a beautiful long drive to the city. The Painting Ladies at Alamo Square was our first stop. These are basically just houses with a Victorian architecture and painted with three or more colors. The whole area l

What if ... ?

What if — an agonizing feeling that no one is spared from.  We all find ourselves in situations where we look back and think about things we  have done, things we should have done, things we should not have done, or things we should have done differently. They are not necessarily regrets, but more of questioning and second-guessing the choices we have made. I for one get this feeling a lot, and I find myself thinking about how life could have been if my choices would have been different.  What if I studied harder in school:   I would have gotten into a better college with more opportunities, which means better job and satisfaction. But, who can guarantee that would have happened- so I'd rather be happy about the other things I did and not just study all the time. What if I stayed at my old job:  I would have gotten to be roommates with my best friend for a much longer time, and would have definitely enjoyed more and I wouldn’t be stressed because of studying, assi

Happy things

“Piglet noticed that even though he had a Very Small Heart,  it could hold a rather large amount of Gratitude.”  ― A.A. Milne, Winnie-the-Pooh It's Friday and I am happy. So, I want to be thankful for all the great things in my life lately, and of course share them with you. New phone: I got Samsung Note 4 and I am in love with S-pen. I love doodling, and now I can do it anywhere anytime I want to. A touristy day: Over the memorial day weekend, I spent  a day in San Francisco , doing the touristy things like visiting Lombard street, Fisherman's wharf and more.   Check out my post to read more about that. Lemon cakes:  I recently tried the lemon cakes for the first time and I loved them! I now understand why they are Sansa Stark's favorite too. I got them from Nothing Bundt cakes, along with red velvet and white chocolate raspberry flavors which are delicious too. Workouts: I have been regular on my workouts for whole of June so far. I have bee