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Today I got my first salary. My first salary ever. I should be happy, like I had thought. But I am not. I AM NOT HAPPY. I feel empty. I have the money, but no one to celebrate with. Nobody with me to share it. I don't want all money in the world, if it has to come like this. What's the point turning into ATM machines, generating money, but no one there to count on. No one to care for. No one to smile for. No one to listen to. This is not what life is. No it is not life at all. It's just making a living, but forgetting to live! I am missing my family. My home. Where we'd party over every little possible thing. I miss my mom and dad so very much. I miss my brother and sister, I wish I was with them and they pestering me to treat them. I just miss them so much. I want to go to them, spend all of my salary on them. Please God, send me home soon. I miss my friends, if they were here, we would have been celebrating today. I'd have been happy, 'cause they would...

" I must learn to love the fool in me -  the one who feels too much,  talks too much,  takes too many chances,  wins sometimes and loses often,  lacks self-control,  loves and hates,  hurts and gets hurt,  promises and breaks promises,  laughs and cries."  Theodore Isaac Rubin

1. How far away is the last person you kissed? 2424 kilometers (1506 miles) 2. Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever? Yes. A lot many times. 3. Last person you were in a car with? My dad. 4. Any plans for tomorrow? Do well in test. 5. How long does it take for you to take a shower? 15 minutes I guess. 6. Best friend or close friends? Close Friends 7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yes. It will be. It has to be. 8. Did you kiss anyone friday? No 9. Ever thrown up in public? No 10. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? My only one. 11. Who was the last person you talked to? Ditto as previous. 12. What is the WORST subject they teach at school? Social Studies. 13. Have you seen anyone lately that you don’t get along with? Yeah. No. Not really. 14. What is your favourite colour top to wear? Red. 15. Have you ever been in a car accident? No. 16. What’s the closest thing to you that’s green? Vicks Vaporub. 17. Where would you l...

Hello lovelies,  How are you? How's life treating you? I hope, good. Well, I am fine. Sort of adjusted with the city and people, adjustment with food will take time I guess. I love going to work, but at end of day I feel like adding few more hours to the day to have more sleep and to fit in many more things that I want to do but can't. I think, I need to manage my time really well since the option for adding hours is not available to me. The only bad thing here is the mood swings. Being alone at this new place, without family and friends, without anyone to care for me, it gets difficult (emotionally). I just miss all of them so so so much! I'm waiting for the time when I can take some days off and go home for a while. Till then, I'm being strong! I have a very important test today, so I'll sign off now.  Wish me luck ! Have a happy Monday!

“You want to know what happiness is?  It’s waking up in the middle of the night,  shifting under the blankets  and feeling the heart of the person next to you.  You turn around and see them  in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state.  They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone’s shoulders but their own.  You smile and kiss their face in the gentlest manner so as not to wake them.  You turn back and an involuntary grin forms on your face.  You feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.”

“ You will find  as you look back upon your life  that  the moments when you have really lived  are the moments when you have done things  in the spirit of love.” -Henry Drummond

Hi lovelies, How are you, and how's everything else in life going? Well, I think I am writing this one too soon, but, never mind! I just had time today, as my test got postponed and thus I am feeling bit relaxed. But, it will happen next week. Alas! (I'm such a procrastinator.)  Life's got very hectic and busy, plus tiring. Every day I get up at 7 AM, go to office, come back after 7 PM. And its goes on the same way daily. I get so tired by the end of day that the only thing I can think of is going to my bed. I can't even study, which is very important. Leaving that aside, I want to explore and move about this place. I feel that since we have got the chance to be here, why not take advantage of the chance. But my friend who's staying with me here isn't very supportive in this case. So, I end up being in the room only! Well, now I'm gonna sign off and study a bit. I had a test today and didn't score well. So I'm worried now. I hope I do well in othe...

Hi lovelies, How are you? How's life treating you? For me, it's going pretty cool. It's busy. It's hectic. But I'm loving it! I've got a great batch with very good batch-mates and a superb trainer. We enjoy a lot.  There's a lot to study also, that's the only bad part (lol). No doubt I'm loving this new life a lot, but there are many things I miss here. I miss my mom dad. I miss my brother and sister. I miss my dogs. I miss my friends. I miss the food and the climate. I just miss everything about home. Wanna go back home sooooon! P.S. I miss reading your blogs as well, even though I am trying my best to catch up.

“I love you  for everything that  you say and do.  I love you  for the happiness  I feel  when you are beside me.  I love you  because when you are near,  the whole world is meaningful.” — Unknown

"Some people never say the words ‘I love you’.  It’s not their style to be so bold.  Some people never say those words: ‘I love you’  but, like a child, they’re longing to be told." — Paul Simon 

Hello lovelies, How have you all been? Its been a while now since I read your blogs and interacted with you. Actually got really busy with the job and also there's a big internet problem here. I am lucky today that it's working. About my job- it's too busy and hectic, but I love being busy after a long time. It feels great right now! The only thing I don't like is the food here. It's a big culture flip for me, and I am just not used to this food and weather. But, I am trying my best to adjust. And I am keeping my fingers crossed to get posted after 3 months, to one of the good places. Wish me luck sweeties. I'll be bit busy here, but I'll try my best to keep up to date... Love to you all.